Thursday, July 5, 2012

For now, I will have to wait


I guess what I have been struggling with lately, is dealing with not wanting to be in a hurry to get to Heaven.  For five months, I thought I was going to die, and now I am not.  Well, I am not going to die of ALS.  It is not that I am depressed, but I was ready to go I guess.  I want to be with Him, and for now I will have to wait.  I miss Mom and long to see her again and to be with Jesus.  To just be able to look at Him face to face and live with Him in Heaven.  One day, to not experience sorrow, pain, and suffering.  I don’t know what it will take to get out of this mind set.  I imagine a lot of prayer and just cuddling up next to Him.

U  Are you standing as close as you can to the cross?  U

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